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so the other day i was chatting with a friend when he started to talk about a post they'd seen on tumblr, the post was "if your 8 year old self saw you now, would they be proud" so we started talking about it and me being me i made a few jokes and not took it seriously but then when i later got home and was alone i couldn't stop thinking about it and in all honesty my 8 year old self would not be proud of me, i'd even go as far to say that she'd hate me like literally hate me, looking back my 8 year old self would be a a different person granted some things have stayed the same but in all honesty i've lost some of my good qualities, and that got me thinking that the main reason as to why i've lost these qualities is because of the people i've met growning into my adolesance and then this made me even futher realise that thats another reason why she'd hate me, i've become someone who doesn't like to take the blame for what i've done, now i never used to be like that granted that it is due to some people but the fact that, i thought it was mainly their fault at first is ridiculous becuase it's not all due to them i have changed a lot sonce my 8 year old self but hasn't everybody i mean know one stays the same forever, trust me when i say that there would be a hell of a lot more resons as to why she would hate me but they're much more personal for me to share. but basically when i was 8 i imagened my teenage years to be completely different to what they actually are, i also thought i'd be a different person to what i am now and it kinda sucks to realise that i've let my 8 year old self down and for that i guess i'm sorry.
if you have actually took time to read this then what about you
"if your 8 year old self saw you know what would they think and would they be proud?"
take some time and think about it but as for me the answers no she would most definatly not be proud and she would pretty much hate me, but i have to admit it was interesting spending all night thinking about this so i just thought i'd share it with you.
if you have actually took time to read this then what about you
"if your 8 year old self saw you know what would they think and would they be proud?"
take some time and think about it but as for me the answers no she would most definatly not be proud and she would pretty much hate me, but i have to admit it was interesting spending all night thinking about this so i just thought i'd share it with you.
life update :D
it's been a while since i've been on here but i'm backkkk :D yayyyyy, i think the last time i worte a journal was in about june, it's not like i haven't been on here as i have but only for like a minute every now and then, but anyways let update you with my life, i've been relativly busy so yeah xD
i am now in sixth form, i completed my gcses and got the results back and i did alright, i got 9 gcses altogther which i'm happy with so i got into sixth form but since i didnt pass chem and bio i had to change my sixth form options and well my whole career plan in general, but i'm getting them both remarked as the teachers think something may hav
exam season :/
i haven't been on DA for a while now, simply because i've been in the middle of exams, they've been really tough but luckily i only have two more left and there both geography which is a relativly easy subject (in my opinion), the only problem with this is that this year's geography has been really boring so it's harder to revise as i keep falling asleep XD (not even jokeing) compared to last year it's c rap last year was so interesting
i'm glad that i've gotten my maths exams out the way because they were my biggest worry i'm not good at maths and i need it for my future career so i hope i pass, but thankfully i've been recieving help from
Ipod shuffle quiz :D
i seen this quiz on youtube where you answer questions with the songs which come up on your Ipod when it's on shuffle, and i want to do it :meow:
1) if someone says "is this okay" you say?
fame < infamy (by fall out boy)
2) how would you describe yourself?
pretty fly for a white guy (the offspring) -ahahahahahaha epic just epic-
3) what do you like in a boy?
heartbeat (scouting for girls)
4) how do you feel today?
dog days are over (florence and the machine)
5) what's your motto?
let's dance to joy division (the wombats) -aww yeah-
6) what do your friends think of you?
here i stand ( madina lake)
7) what do you think of your par
i'm so damn bored
ahhhhhhh i'm so bored there's nothing to do, no games to play, nothing on TV, internet is boring, no one to talk to, nothing to eat (i eat when i'm bored....don't judge me bro)
i literally have nothing to do...well i suppose i have revision and classwork to do but be assed doing that xD
bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored!!!!
i need something/someone to entertain me before i blow my brains out .___.
~foreveraloneplz (https://www.deviantart.com/foreveraloneplz)
also i think someone may be in my house as i can hear footsteps down stairs and i'm home alone, so if you never hear from me again know that i've been killed ¬¬
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